Astro’s MJ pens heartbreaking notice for Moonbin after his demise: ‘It still doesn’t really feel actual, I’m so indignant at myself’

MJ posted a throwback photograph of himself, clicked proper earlier than he enlisted for army service. Within the photograph, Moonbin is seen saluting MJ. Taking a stroll down reminiscence lane, MJ revealed how he and Moonbin had deliberate to dwell collectively as soon as he was completed together with his obligatory service.

As per Allkpop’s translation, MJ wrote in Korean, “My dongsaeng Bin-ah. It still doesn’t feel real. This is supposed to be how it’s like, right…? Just how lonely and in pain must you have been in alone… You must’ve been suffering… Even in that situation, you were worried about our team and our members to the very end… You should’ve worried about yourself first, you dummy… I’ll try to fulfill the picture you wanted us to draw. I’m sorry for leaving you in pain alone and not being by your side. This is all I can say, and I’m so angry at myself for that… If I knew that my last performance with you was the fan meeting right before I enlisted, I would have tried to meet eyes with you more on stage and joke around more with you, sticking by your side…”

“Generally if you’d name and say you’d come to go to me within the military, simply how pleased I used to be and the way a lot I anticipated for that day to return… It’s nonetheless so vivid, your voice again then… Do you keep in mind? We referred to as and talked about how we must always dwell collectively after I used to be discharged from the military. After I stated that, you laughed and stated you’d give it some thought and let me know… Looks as if I’m unable to obtain a response ultimately^^. I wish to hear it even in my goals, so please go to me and inform me.

“How kindly and hardworkingly have you lived your life up to now that you have so many people on your side? I’m so proud of you, my cool dongsaeng^^. Promise me one thing! Don’t be in pain up there, and live more happy than anyone else. And be making a house for us to live in, for when we meet again ><. You’ve worked so hard all this while. Thank you for being a singer. I love you, my dongsaeng, Bin-ah. -MJ,” the notice ended.

Astro initially consists of six members and debuted in February 2016. Earlier this yr, member Rocky’s exit from the group was introduced following the expiration of his contract with the company. With Moonbin’s demise, it has solely MJ, JinJin, Cha Eunwoo, and Sanha.